Cleaver Femme
right now this is just a little digital diary/sandbox for me to play in. i've never coded before this.
i started working on this page on 8/28/2022.
this is my tumblr account, and this is my flight rising profile.
Hello Again
10/30/22 10:31pm
no particular reason to post beyond not having done so in a while. i've not had much motivation to do anything lately. i wanted to make a halloween themed page, but it didn't happen. that's okay; this site isn't going anywhere if i don't update it as much as i'd like.
i bleached my hair today. we (my mom and i) tried once already a month ago but i got scared of leaving it in too long and ended up washing it out too soon because i couldn't tell it wasn't light enough. it was a weird dark blonde/almost ginger/reddish brown colour until now, and it's much nicer though still not quite perfect for other reasons.
the one thing i'm looking forward to right now is that in a few days i'll be seeing the doc that prescribes my T and asking about top surgery while i'm there. i'm not looking forward to the car ride there, though. it's an hour drive to get there and i get carsick. hopefully i'm rewarded for the trouble?
1 month!
9/28/22 8:00pm
it's been a month since i started working on this site! just happened to notice as i was making the links page, which is to the right. there's only two links right now and it's just a gutted version of this page, haven't had time to flesh it out and customize it. i was just making it real quick so i could finally get rid of those tabs. anyway, thought it was a fun coincidence!
in other news, i played disco elysium and it's consumed me. this article was what made me decide i needed to finally play it, where previously i was content to stare intensely at the kim/harry content the people i follow would put on my dash. i don't have any intelligent things to say right now, but i do have feelings, so i'll end this by saying i want ruby to wife me.
Dragons!
9/11/22 3:39pm
so the other day i was looking for more blinkies, because i'm obsessed with them, and i saw a cool gif of a dragon. which got me thinking about old dragon pet sites because of their sprites. the one in particular i was more invested in as a kid in like 2011 was dragonadopters, but that's been shut down for almost a decade now. i didn't remember the name of that one at first, though (although i did already know it's been gone for a long time), and as i was looking for it i found dragon cave, which i also remember playing but didn't get as into then. i made an account, if you want to look at my dragons. i got really lucky in the abandoned section with the little vampire guy. :]
Having A Good Birthday
9/01/22 9:27pm
i had edibles, smoked, turned the lamp off, and now i'm sitting here in the dark burning incense with the moon shining in my window listening to this. i loved the first song as a kid, but for some reason never looked further into their music. i really wanted to be goth, but i never really understood how to get into new music. i still would like to be, but i don't have the money or the knowledge of how to get into goth/music spaces. but someday, i will. maybe i'll try to put in a chatbox so i can ask for music recs? i learned i like ethereal wave; see wizard page center graphic, it's a link. the wooden frame.
also, fun fact: september is bi visibility month and when i was real little i decided that, since i was born on the first of the month, i'm the queen of september. so i think i was supposed to end up here. it's a reassurring thought. hey, it's a crescent moon tonight, and there's the bi moon... you know, it might be connected.
also also, forgive any formatting errors, i'm on my phone! something opened a new tab in firefox after i opened it post restart, and i closed it in a panic, and when i opened it all my tabs were gone. i'm putting off trying to get my structure back. it's hard for me to navigate on computers. especially after 10 gummies and 2 bowls... and counting.
edit 9:41pm: oh, also! i have this star projector thing that isnt that impressive but it's still cute! i rarely turn it on which is why i'm noting it.
edit 9:51pm: my cat is laying next to me. she's letting me rest my head on her a little. she's been with me since i was 6 or 7. i love her very much. i'll add a picture sometime!
First Post(?)
8/29/22 10:10pm
my internet went out right as i was trying to start making this. i was trying to change the h2 header font to match h1. i'll do that once i'm done typing here. anyway, i spent hours just going through pages through geoblinkies. i downloaded more pictures than i know what to do with. wish i could start using them, but doing this from my phone is clunky.